TRACY CHAPMAN FAN

6th January 14

-small deaths in siena-

15th December 13

this is where I live right now. 

i can’t see goats, but in the night time i can hear their goat bells, meters, hills, valleys, centimeters, rivers away. 

in an upper valley, behind a mountain, the other side is sea for days.

the town has alleys, stairs, motorbikes, hand-painted buildings to look like real embellishments hundreds of years old. 

i take a boat ride to a tenth century church to see where i am from the other side, i hike to the top of the mountain to see down. i still don’t know quite where i am and it honestly doesn’t matter. 

things are old here, it smells good, the donkey down the goat path is cool. italian men are not as impressive as they’re made out to be.  yesterday some old men said, “oh there go some biker chicks” when kate and i walked by. 

other notes:

  • european men all seem like they have something up their sleeve or in a back room somewhere.
  • spanish male flight attendants fold lady’s jackets before placing them over head. 

12th September 12
Kramer took a walk 
with us
last night
in the middle of Mexico

He ate 
almond mole and
a gelatin desert
and then I said
we are all going
for a walk
the light is beautiful
he said 
okay
if the spirit is in the air

He didn’t say anything
funny
and turned back
when we got to 
the dead rabbit

Tradition counts here

If you lose your prestige
you’re dead

You have to go to 
fiesta- you have
to feed 500
even if you
lose 
everything

Never turn back

Come back
Kramer
Come back


Kramer
 took a walk 
with us
last night
in the middle of Mexico
He ate 
almond mole and
a gelatin desert
and then I said
we are all going
for a walk
the light is beautiful
he said 
okay
if the spirit is in the air
He didn’t say anything
funny
and turned back
when we got to 
the dead rabbit
Tradition counts here
If you lose your prestige
you’re dead
You have to go to 
fiesta- you have
to feed 500
even if you
lose 
everything
Never turn back
Come back
Kramer
Come back

24th June 12

Dead Moon, Rocco, Nico, Rude. 

My best friend and I dressed up as fishermen once.  For no reason but to go to class and be fisherman all day, whatever wadingboots or snow boots or whatever and plaid vests and whatever hats and then to make it reality - a 4 ft. rainbow trout, stuffed and it smelled weird.  It made no sense.  She showed up to class one day with her head shaved That was balls.  She did it for some stupid feminist lesbian art project that she hated, and then her head was shaved.  She was beautiful.  It was cold.

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Eric wants to take Kate salmon fishing.  They make houses and paintings and don’t much care about birthdays, but for some reason this year is special and Eric wants Kate to gnaw into a raw fish.  Kate will enjoy this, it is absolute.  

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"hellllooo. I’m rude."

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We both pretended we knew the song, but it’s obvious he said it was his favorite band as a test.  We had no idea, and still pretended even though you could see he cared.  We folded and let him know, and Adam gained a half point for knowing a name connected to the band, and oh it was one of his good friends very good friends they went on tour.

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She mentioned that she tried to kill herself once and she was saved, now she is and can do anything on her own supposedly.  She can and anyone can, but why we choose to I don’t know.  I do not know.  

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Wocka Flocka says wake up, and ok so I will. 

28th May 12

trickery & crying

  • evan went on a vision quest
  • no it was a meditation retreat,
  • last time he went 5-7 minutes

                  with nothing

                  in his head

some day i will be the owner 

of a gallery.

people will cry

every time

they attend.

  • "very invigorating!"
  • "really very sad, it’s just all Really. Very sad."
  • "I felt this once, no, twice- once during a Gospel service, the other time during Wall-E."

      people will cry about it,

      everyone crying,

      too many thoughts,

      more crying, crying, crying, crying.

      And then they will leave,

      slap the wall on the way out,

      everyone slapping.

and then everyone feels better, better like evan. 

28th May 12

wild at heart wild at heart wild at heart

wild at heart wild at heart wild at heart

wild at heart wild at heart wild at heart

wild at heart wild at heart wild at heart

wild at heart wild at heart wild at heart

wild at heart wild at heart wild at heart

wild at heart wild at heart wild at heart

2012

18th January 12

Projections, 2012

Hysterical Realism, 2012
A Bit Too Foreign, 2012
Mystic Tourism, 2012
Embarrassed Personal Development, 2012
Precarious Pretentiousness, 2012
Support, No Threat, 2012
The Wealthy, 2012
1950, 2012
War Path, 2012
Sup! In Real Life, 2012
The Nice Nice, 2012
Crystal Clear, 2012
Saudi Supermix, 2012
Artist’s Death, 2012
Living Lifestyle, 2012
Glossy Classical, 2012
Fake Imperial, 2012
Wrong Rosary, 2012
Forgotten Female, 2012
Decorative Science, 2012



24th September 11

dubai.

dubai knows everything.

dubai does time travel.

dubai thinks gold is candy, will take you to the candy shop.

dubai has hot burka bitches.  

dubai has fat israeli teenage man tourists.  

dubai is a queen.  

dubai is a muy rico 32 layer cake.

dubai has gold flecked syrup with pancake breakfasts in bed.  

dubai forgot. 

dubai does not recognize you.

dubai ain’t no scrub.

dubai is full of fresh prince.

dubai doesn’t tolerate the way you move. 

dubai has frozen grapes for you.

dubai can’t believe you won a hot dog eating contest, state fair, illinois. 

dubai got a eternal tan.

dubai is infinitely winning the best person award. 

dubai does it up.

dubai does not play chicken. 

dubai plays soundscapes for all guests. 

dubai can’t even imagine.

dubai give me a back rub.  

22nd July 11

will smith 

is really alright.

sure, scientology.

but not.

& he’s really a christian. 

he’s ok- 

wild west.

contemporary art.

modernism.

family fashion.

apocalypse awareness.

sympathetic to homelessness.

cupid, matchmaking.

alien understanding.

support of legends,

social media frontiers.

The Smith-Pinketts.

willow, jaden.

will, jada.

name matching!

connections to nobel peace prizes! 

Will,

You’re A Real Explorer, 

Trend Setter,

Individual,

Risk Taker. 


4th May 11

3rd May 11

clap

clap

you deserve this all 

Thank You Jesus, Thank You Lord

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